Tuesday, November 24, 2009

My Donny Won DWTS!

I am a faithful dancing with the stars fan!! I do not miss a week, not even when I am on vacation. I live for DWTS. Britt just knows that Monday and Tuesday nights are reserved for DWTS.
This year when they announced the stars I was so excited for Donny and Aaron Carter but half way through the season I was all for Donny. To night was the best show of all time. My Donny won and I couldnt be more happy!!!!!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Are true friends out there?

The last couple of weeks I have really seen who mine and Britt's true friends are. I've even seen it with my little sister and parents. Ever since we got married in February there have been some people in our lives that we thought were are friends and cared that havent talked to us or made an effort to see or talk to us and with the holiday's coming up its really starting to affect me and my attitude towards things.

There have been people that I have been very close to my entire life and talked to on a regular basis that I havent talked to since July or August and it is like they don't care and it's really hurt my feelings and being pregnant probably hasnt made it any easier because I am exrememly emotional and I am not affraid to say anything to anyone.

But enough of complaining about those people. I just want to thank all of our true friends that have made an effort to be in our lives and keep up with whats going on with Beckham and Britt finishing school. We are truely blessed for all of you. My two best friends have really surprised Britt and I. When I got married I thought I was going to lose touch with them and never talk to them but Kayla and Cass are always there for us and for me when I need to talk to someone. They come and visit with Britt and I and they ask about the baby and they are so involved with everything and they have been amazing. We love the two of you very much.

Being married and away from my mom has really opened my eyes to how much I love her and how much she means to me. We have never gotten along better. When I dont talk to her in the morning I feel completely lost. She is my rock and will always listen to me. I love when she talks to me and tells me whats going on with her, my sisters and my dad. I've watched her lose her very best friend in the last year because of other people pushing them apart and now she will never get that back because its been to long, but it happened for a reason and maybe that is why we are beinning to be so close and talk. My mom is an amazing person. When I lost my job she stepped right in and helped us every way we could and then she was even more amazing and hired me to work with her and it is an amazing job and such a blessing. It is exactly what Britt adn I needed and it came at the perfect time. I love my mom so much and I am so very thankful for her and everything she does for me!!

Lyndsey, my little sister just got her wisdom teeth out on Thursday and the poor thing is having the hardest time. She is miserable and in so much pain. I feel so bad for her. On Thursday Britt and I spent alot of time up at my parent's with Lyndsey and my mom. There was only 3 other people that came and seen her and I was shocked. It was my Gma and Gpa Nuzman and her ex boyfriend Jordan. I was so touched that Jordan would come see her after she had broken up with him. He truely cares about Lyndsey and he was perfectly content to sit with her and help her with any thing he could. He brought her balloons and ice cream. I hope that when Lyndsey is old enough to start thinking abotu settling down Jordan will still be her friend and things will work out because he truely cares about her, and she doesnt have much family that does. I love you Lyndsey and I hope you start feeling better soon!

With this pregnancy we have only had a hand full of people that have been truely concerned and checked on us and the baby. There is of course the people that have checked just to know and because its what they are "suppose" to do. I never thought that when I would be having a baby I would feel so different about people that I use to look up and care about a great deal. Now I have no respect for a lot of those people. It has been an adjustment. I want to just call these people out on it, but if I were to ever it would all be turned on me and it would be my fault. I've delt with it my whole like and now I have began to realize that it is complete crap and I'm done, and it is because of my in-laws and my husband that I have realized that. They are the most simple people and perfectly content with not having everyone involved and I want that to be my life with this baby. I have amazing in-laws and they have been so good to us. They are such great examples to me. They have taught me so much in the year that I have been in there family. I love them all so very much.

Monday, November 2, 2009

Halloween Weekend!

Last year for Halloween we spent it in California at Disneyland and Universal Studios. It was a blast. I wanted to go back so bad this year, but Im pretty sure I would of had to just sit and wait all the time cause I'm pregnant. :( so we got stuck staying in Utah, but it was a good weekend and I enjoyed every minute of it. While we were in Cali last year we did our first set of engagement pictures and my hair is VERY blonde and now my hair is pretty dang close to being black!

For the babies room we are doing the entire room Yankee and Boston decorations. Britt made me there logos out of wood and I painted them. Then a couple of weeks ago we were up at Tai Pan and they had stadium pictures of Fenway Park and Yankee stadium for only $50. We decided to wait on the pictures because I had alright spent a good amount of money on Christmas decorations. Well when I finally made a decision the Sandy Tai Pan was sold out and so I called Clearfield and they only had Yankee stadium but I had to have both. Well my dad was going to Vegas with my sister for softball so I called down to St. George and they just had Fenway Park, so I paid for it over the phone and had my dad pick it up while he was down there. Well I had a way of getting Fenway but Yankee stadium was still up in Clearfield but I had to get it cause it was a must have so I called and paid for that one and then we were in a dilemma because no one was going that far north, so we woke up Saturday and decided we were going to go get it. Well the drive was going smooth until we hit Salt Lake and the freeway was closed from 600 south to Bountiful area, so we had to take a detour that took an extra 20 minutes, but it was well worth it because I got my Yankee stadium.

When we got home I had agreed to get Jordy ready for trick or treating so she came down and we did her hair and make-up. She looked so dang cute, but of course I am going to say that she is my baby sister and I love her so very much.

Our apartment looked so cute. We had orange lights around our door and my mother-in-law gave me a VERY cute spider that we hung from our door and we put my mannequin head from hair school out in the flower bed. It was very cute. I forgot to take pictures so you'll just have to trust me.

One of my best friends, Cassidy, brought her darling little boy over to trick or treat at my house and they were as cute as ever. She was cruella de vil and Kayson was a dalmation puppy. They were so dang cute. Everytime Cass comes over with Kays Britt and I get more and more excited for Beckham. Kayson is the cutest little boy on the planet and plays with Britt and makes us laugh the entire time. We just love him.

We had a wonderful Halloween and we cant wait to have Beckham here next year. It will be so much fun to have a little kid to have and to see there expressions to everything.

For the next couple weeks we are going to start putting Beckham's room together, so I'll post pictures as we get things done.